Right, enough of this wallowing in self pity. Its cheer up time. Just have to keep active and think positive. Fact of the matter is even if my America visa takes a full year, well at least after the year all this loneliness will finally be over. After all, why should I not think positive - I have the most amazing girl in the world waiting for me at the end of the tunnel.

Things seem to be slowly turning around and my string of bad luck is finally vanishing. I'm gonna treat the year of waiting as a positive thing and look at it like a timer in which I must complete a series of tasks before my time runs out.

5 step plan of action to be completed in a year:

1. Get fit
2. Get reasonably good at the guitar
3. Learn French
4. Learn Irish
5. Complete my feature film

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